I guess that title says it all.
Sorry.
I just feel so discouraged when nothing happens. We are still on TTC mode and it seems like every month you wait for AF to show up, of course you secretly wish it doesn't so that you can at least hope that you have a chance at getting a BFP. Unfortunately, in some cases, AF doesn't show up but you still don't get your much desired +.
Since my surgery on June 10, 2011, I have had one "normal" cycle, and that was last month. This month, I didn't get AF, but I have been spotting. I don't know what is going on. I have an appt next week on Tuesday. We will see what happens then.
On other news, this past Tuesday my son wanted to go to the library for a reading book. Once we got there I decided to go in search of some IF or TCC books and because I didnt do my research before we went and our library doenst have a computer system where we can search books based on topics, I had to get courage and walk up to the information desk. My sisters and close family members are the only people that know of our struggle. Never have I once had to interact with a stranger with my "issue". I was nervous/embarrassed. I didnt know what to say or ask. I felt like I was going to be judged. I dont know. I am fairly new to this and still dont know how to deal with it.
As for blogging, I will try to get better. I read A LOT of blogs, but I just don't comment/ or even update my blog, I will work on that.
Til then,
Have a good weekend!
-Brenda
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