Update-ugh

Today is CD 28 and I am 10dpo. This morning I tested and of course BFN. I really wasn't expecting a different answer. My body doesn't feel different. It just feels "normal". Now, I know it is still too early to test and that I still have days to go and may get a BFP. But why would I try to fool myself and get my hopes up.

I went in for my 21day blood work, only I didn't know that its day 21 for those with normal cycles, and 7dpo for women with irregular cycles. When I got the phone call from my Drs. office on Friday morning the reading was about .08. That didn't make sense because I have gotten my smiley face on CD18 and FF confirmed it. I was sure I did ovulate, or at least was going.

So I asked why, and that's when we figured that I tested only 3dpo and of course that wasn't a true reading. The next step would be to go in on Saturday for my true 7dpo test, but like the story of my life, I couldn't do it. I couldn't find a lab that's open on weekend and it was my sons first communion. I thought to myself, i would love to have another baby, but my son is here and i am not going to leave him to get ready alone for something that I may never have. So I decided to be with my son and spend time with him on his special day.

and I didn't regret it.

Cycle Day 7 and My Last Clomid Pill

Today I take my last Clomid pill. I don't know if that should make me happy because I can finally have some hope to conceiving or it frightens me because it can be a let down. Clomid didn't really give any side effects, let me take that back, I did get hot flashes and a lot of bloating. But other than that its been a smooth sail for me.
 I went out to get OPK during my lunch (I lagged and didn't order them online so had to buy them at Target) and boy were they EXPENSIVE.  Hopefully, knock on wood, I will only have to buy them this month because I AM going ovulate and get pregnant and bring home a healthy baby (you hear that universe? I putting it out there, please let it be true).

I am also getting quite busy with my son's First Communion. I again, waited until the last minute. We decided not to do anything huge, just a Park Party with lunch food and treats. He has been going to church class for 2 years and never once did he miss any days and has always done his best. I am really proud of him.

Thats it for today. and Please Please Please, let me get my Rainbow baby.