Today is CD 28 and I am 10dpo. This morning I tested and of course BFN. I really wasn't expecting a different answer. My body doesn't feel different. It just feels "normal". Now, I know it is still too early to test and that I still have days to go and may get a BFP. But why would I try to fool myself and get my hopes up.
I went in for my 21day blood work, only I didn't know that its day 21 for those with normal cycles, and 7dpo for women with irregular cycles. When I got the phone call from my Drs. office on Friday morning the reading was about .08. That didn't make sense because I have gotten my smiley face on CD18 and FF confirmed it. I was sure I did ovulate, or at least was going.
So I asked why, and that's when we figured that I tested only 3dpo and of course that wasn't a true reading. The next step would be to go in on Saturday for my true 7dpo test, but like the story of my life, I couldn't do it. I couldn't find a lab that's open on weekend and it was my sons first communion. I thought to myself, i would love to have another baby, but my son is here and i am not going to leave him to get ready alone for something that I may never have. So I decided to be with my son and spend time with him on his special day.
and I didn't regret it.
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